6 September 2006

sad... haven't been this sad for a long time. deja vu.... always a happy event transforming 360 deg to something of the deepest sorrow..... it's always the same; how can I break out of this cycle? It's certainly not for want of trying or lack of thought to method. I asked Caleb what he would do to someone who makes him sad.... his reply was a "Box him!" Wish I could do that, but already as it is, it's the second ending which doesn't signify any iota of revival in the future... sad.

8 April 2006 - 6 September 2006